I haven’t written anything for some time. I think this is my first one this year on this site. There are so many things I want to write about, or or were–and wanted.
A long time friend passed away late last year, and it brought so many realizations. Realities that I shall not write about as I wouldn’t want to hurt his memories. After all, we were friends first, before anything else.
I’ve had dreams I wanted to write about. But more often than not, I’d forget about them after a few days of not doing so.
I had two health scares in 2019, one was the nosebleed as a result of high blood pressure that led to my confinement, and towards the end of December, a flu that resulted to my getting sent to the emergency room for hours.
I wanted to write about the volunteers in the community who have so much and got nothing in return, some were bashed for their personal stance– nevertheless, such stances never hurt the time & effort they gave for this advocacy.
I thought about writing about my childhood and how I don’t quite seem to get a good grasp of the “great” high school life that most people seem to have — or maybe because I never had any.
I felt the need to write about the lack of action of some, and my frustrations toward those who took advantage of the advocacy for their personal gain.
So many things to write about. But I never seemed to find the time to do so.
Lately I have been juggling my time to manage & salvage the “remains” of our organization, my full time job with my brother, daily gym sessions (which I have been wanting to write about also), taking in calls and chats to counsel people, and maintain my sanity.
So yeah, I will be writing again, just not sure how much.
But I would like to.
And I will….